Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regreats,
    So love the people who treat you right, forget 'bout the ones who don't.
    Believe that everything happens for a reason,
    If you get a chance, take it! If it changes your life, then let it!
    Nobody said it would be easy,
    They just promised it would be worth it!

havent written on here for so long...so much has happened for the past year...too much shit...too fast...sometimes i really wanna just move away and never come back...but when i think of all my friends and family being here then the idea is gone...if only the important ones can move with me....then that'd be great...i've always told ppl that i wanna know how my life is gonna be like in the future...i wish someone can just tell me so i'd know ....but then they tell me there will be no excitment and it wouldnt be adventurous anymore...which is true...but sometimes i get so tired of wondering what is gonna happen tomorrow, the next day...and so on...but then again, im the kinda person that overanalyze things way too much...sometimes i really need to stop thinkin' so much and stop reading into things like a paranoid psycho...a friend has also said that i dun really express myself all that much....they always have to guess what im thinkin....well is that true?

there are a lot of things and people that i really miss.....and i wish they're here with me right now....but they arent and for some of them they'll never come back....some i might not even see again...and some that wont even talk to me...which hurts....a lot...its easy to walk away, but really hard to erase all the memories....becuz those are the things that will stay with u forever...and those are the things that hurt u the most sometimes....i once heard...throughout one's lifetime, u'll encounter losing, regreting, 'n cherishing...and i think ive already experienced all that...i cherish all the ppl in my life right now coz ive once lost some in my life and i regret almost every part of it....i wish the time could turn back and i redo all those moments....maybe now i can live my life a little happier...

i wish you'd just let me talk to u....maybe then things can be a little easier for us both...

我對你 這一生　哪個可比
我與你 差一些　永遠一起
邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲
要 自何頁說起

愛太重  深呼吸　欠缺空氣
愛太美  輕輕的　卻載不起
愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣
她走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛

如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你　還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離

你太遠 該怎麼　說對不起
你太近 一轉身　卻已高飛
快樂也許太短　似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起

我情願我恨心憎你　我還在記憶中找你